this is exactly how i felt….
You only get a little time between a cut and knowing how deep it is. If it’s only going to be nicked, or disfigured forever. All you can do is try to stretch out that moment for as long as you possibly can. ‘Cause once you know, there ain’t no coming back.
it really pisses me off how people who are good at maths/science/history/etc are seen as the intelligent ones and will go far in life but also seen as the “boring” ones, but writers and artistic/creative people are seen as the interesting and talented ones but also unintelligent and doomed to be unsuccessful like shit bro how the fuck do any of us win